Whether you believe it or not RG, I am here to help others help themselves.
You are right, you do need a hiatis, you are stressing yourself out over nothing.
Try to stop worrying about eveyone else and worry about yourself. Each person is responsible for themselves, you do not need to worry about them.
You will most likely never meet any of the member of this forum in your lifetime. Nothing you can do about that, go and have a happy life with your new wife.
You are right, you do need a hiatis, you are stressing yourself out over nothing.
Try to stop worrying about eveyone else and worry about yourself. Each person is responsible for themselves, you do not need to worry about them.
You will most likely never meet any of the member of this forum in your lifetime. Nothing you can do about that, go and have a happy life with your new wife.